Astronaut - Simple Plan

<3 I missed them.

Potter Baby :')

D'aaawh, This is going to be my kid. :') 

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 6: My favourite cannon couples

Basically. I hate most cannon couples. I can't tolerate the main ones. The ones I do like are 

- James & Lily 

- Tonks & Lupin 

But that's all, I really don't like any others. 

Ron and Hermione are... tolerable, but I really don't like it at all. I don't like it at all.I've shipped Harry and Hermione forever and I love them together. I don't get why Hermione would love Ron, He's teased her, and called her stupid one too many times. Hermione has always been there for Harry. She never left his side even when Ron did. 

I hate Harry and Ginny. Oh my goodness. It's kind of like "Hey... Ginny is a girl! She's single too! She's been in love with me since forever, even after toying with her emotions! LET'S DO IT GUUURL" 

I love love LOVE Ginny and Neville though. I believe they were supposed to be together. They both start out as useless characters no one really liked, and then the D.A came along and they really shined. 

:') 

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 6: My favourite sub character

LUNA LOVEGOOD 

She's crazy, She's not normal, Most say she's messed up in the head. 

Honestly, I love Luna. She stood up for what she believed in, although many shunned her for it. She doesn't let people change her beliefs, and she has a backbone (figuratively). She has such an amazing story, Joined the D.A at 14, Produced a proper patronus than, and was captured and held captive at Malfoy Manor. Most would think she would be angry or discouraged. Not Luna. It's not her. 

She's weird, and I love her for it. 

Favourite quote; 

"Mistletoe," said Luna dreamily, 

pointing at a large clump of white berries placed almost over Harry's head. He jumped out from under it. 

"Good thinking," said Luna seriously. "It's often infested with nargles." 

and 

"Wit beyond measure is mans greatest treasure"

Check Yes Juliet - Acoustic

Miguel. You suck. 

Why'd you show me this song?! It's the only song I've listened to for the past 48 hours. Aw man, It's so cute though. I can't help but love it.

I love it when it's acoustic. It's so much more chiller, and relaxing-er? Erm. I'm not sure that's a word. xD  

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 5: My favourite female character

Hermione Jane Granger

She's smart, she's beautiful, She has a strong will. 

I love how she went from a "mudblood freak" to one of the key ingredients to Voldemorts defeat. 

She went from being completely unrespected to being someone that people fear for her quick wits. 

I truly believe she became a Gryffindor the second she put a memory spell on her parents. 

She's an amazing add on to Ron and Harry, I think the series would not have been so good without her. Hey, she's the one who came up with everything. It's her quick wits, Harry's power and Ron's honesty that brought down Voldemort (More Harry and Hermione, not so much Ron) 

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 4: My favourite male character

Draco Lucius Malfoy

How can he not be my favourite character? 

He's a daddy's boy, He's a snob, he's a brat. Everything you don't want in a boy. 

He's been one of my favourite characters since forever, I really don't know what's so appealing about the "Bad boy" type. I just love it. Especially since he's not such a bad boy. It's how his father wants him to be (or at least, that's how I see it). 

He's really family oriented. I love how in the last movie, he hesitated to go to the dark lord. Tom Felton played him so well. Blonde, and a hint of arrogant. 

He's not evil.

He's the boy who made all the wrong choices.

10:00 pm and nothing is done.

Sigh,
It's 10:00 and I haven't done my homework.  Nor did I get an honour roll.
Don't be quick to judge though, because, unlike many people, I'm in french immersion. Therefore, making it harder to comprehend my homework in a differant language. It makes it really hard for me to understand things, Even though I've been taking french for the past 9 years. It's really hard to be able to speak 3 languages, and juggle them at school. I'm studying for my filipino exam (it's 4 credits) while taking everything in french and english. Moreso french than english. Anyways, I agree. I'm not the best student in school, and I definitely don't fit the asian stereotype.

Hm. To be honest, I love french, but I hate juggling 3 differant languages. English is my first, Tagalog and French are my add ons.

Closing off in a good note; I'm doing pretty well in school right now (hm. I believe I sound a bit cocky there) an I intend to do well up until second semester :)

Skillet

SKILLET! <3 

I love them, and I love their songs. I don't know, I can relate to them pretty well. :) 

Can a boy sing this to me? I'd love it so much. Pretty pretty please? No? Okay.  

Random

I can't keep this out. It kept making me smile.

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                                                                                                 him sendin u tht, again, painting "I WANNA BE WITH YOU" on ur bedroom wall,

  and bathroom mirror, and ur hands, and every peice of clothing u own

  
  

  
  

  Translation; He sent you that? Again, he might as well paint “I WANNA BE WITH YOU” on your bedroom wall, and bathroom mirror, on your hands and on every piece of clothing you own
  
  
  Once again, me and my friend were talking about the boy I adore.

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 3: My overall favourite character

Hm. How can he not be my favourite character? 

He's hilarious, he's clumsy, He's brave at heart. He's truly a Gryffindor. He proved everyone wrong. They all believed he was sorted accidently into Gryffindor. I hate when people start saying they loved him in the last movie.

 I loved him the second the words "TREVOR!" rolled off his lips. He's so amazing. I agree, he did get hott, but he's always been hot to me (i've always loved dorky, nerdy guys). He stood up to the Trio in the first movie and he was only awarded 10 points and he didn't complain. He led the D.A in the last movie. Do you even know how strong you have to be to lead that? I admire him. I love him. Hm. I love a character. Interesting....

Favourite thing he ever said ; 

“I’d like to say something. Doesn’t matter that Harry’s gone. People die everyday—friends..family. Yeah, we lost Harry tonight. But he’s still with us…in here. So is Fred, Remus, Tonks…all of them. They didn’t die in vain! But you will! Cause you’re wrong! Harry’s heart did beat for us! For all of us! It’s not over!” 

-Neville Longbottom; Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2

Who is the girl I see?

Hm. I just realized everything I say online doesn't sound like the *real* me. 

If it actually were the real me, my facebook statuses would be like

"LOLOLOL. OHMYGULAY, FREAKING RYAN. LOLOLOLOL!!!!1"

"SHUT UP, IT MAKES SENSE. BE QUUUUIET . YOU FREAKING MUGGLE" 

I think that's an overexaggeration, but I really don't think everything I say online doesn't reflect the real me. 

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 2; My favourite movie

I really really loved this movie, and not just because there were so many Harmony moments. 

It made me laugh a lot too. 

"Bloody hell, How'd you get over there, when you were just there!" 

- Ron Weasley

It was also the movie where they introduced my favourite teacher. REMUS LUPIN! 

In my opinion, he was the best. He actually taught the class well, and they actually learnt something. He's also one of the wisest/smartest man in the books. Well, In my opinion at least. 

:) 

She didn't need me.

Whatever happened to “forever”?

We were supposed to be together forever. We were inseparable. Now look at us, barely talking. Maybe even despising each other. I cannot stand this. I hate how I can’t talk to you anymore. I hate how we never even look at each other anymore. We used to have so much fun, so many inside jokes. I guess we both changed. Maybe you got tired of me. Maybe I got tired of you. I don’t really know what happened. I don’t think I ever will.

You promised to be there for me no matter what. Where are you now?

- Excerpt from Michelle's diary

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I'm right here. 

Right where you left me. 

You left me. I never left you. 

You got bored of me, I was always there, but you never reached for help. You turned to alcohol, instead of turning to me. 

I'm sorry I left.  You never reached out to me, 

I left because I needed to. I left because you never needed me (It was the impression you left me with) 

You never needed me. You're always with Bethany. You don't need me. 

I've got new (best) friends, They can't compare to you. (No one can) 

Watch me smile and not need you.

Harry Potter Challenge. Day 1: My Favourite Book

Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire

My absolute all time favourite Harry Potter book has to be this one. It made me laugh the most && I believe it had the most plot. I mean, C'mon. 

IT'S THE TRI WIZARD TOURNAMENT! (BITCH!) 

Who doesn't love a little School to School challenge?

Honestly, I absolutely hated Ron in this one. He was so arrogant when he thought Harry's name was pulled out of the goblet. 

The Yule Ball scene was my absolute favourite part though. It showed one of my OTP's (GINNY AND NEVILLE! <3)

Although, I do wish Harry and Hermione had gone together, and Ron and Luna had decided to. 

Hm. I realize I really hate cannon couples. I wouldn't be too mad if it was Hermione/Draco or Draco/Luna.

Anyways. My favourite task was the second one. Harry and Ron's friendship really shone through. 

My favourite part of the book; 
"Who're you going with, then?" Ron asked
"Angelina" said Fred promptly, without a trace of embarrassment 
"What?" Ron said, taken aback "You've already asked her?" 
"Good point" said Fred. He turned his head and and called across the common room
"Oi! Angelina!" 
Angelina, who had been chatting with Alicia Spinnet near the fire looked over to him
"What?" She called back
"Want to come to the ball with me?" 
Angelina gave Fred an appraising sort of look
"Well, All right then!"


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Harry Potter Challenge


Day 1: Your favorite book.
Day 2: Your favorite movie.
Day 3: Your favorite overall character.
Day 4: Your favorite male character.
Day 5: Your favorite female character.
Day 6: Your favorite sub character. (Not of the core 5)
Day 7: Favorite canon ship.
Day 8. Favorite crack/AU ship.
Day 9. Your favorite golden trio moment.
Day 10. Your favorite villian.
Day 11. Your favorite friendship.
Day 12. Favorite HP&TSS moment.
Day 13. Favorite HP&COS moment.
Day 14. Favorite HP&TPOA moment.
Day 15. Favorite HP&TGOF moment.
Day 16. Favorite HP&OOTP moment.
Day 17. Favorite HP&THBP moment.
Day 18. Favorite HP&DHP1 moment.
Day 19. Favorite HP&DHP2 moment. (If you can post it without spoiling.)
Day 20. What house are you in?
Day 21. Your favorite scene from your favorite book/movie.
Day 22. Your favorite cast member.
Day 23. Favorite creature.
Day 24. Favorite London premiere.
Day 25. What does Harry Potter mean to you?

Key To My Heart

I woke up and my heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty this morning. This isn't a natural occurrence for me. It's never happened before. I had a dream, (No, not like Martin Luther King) But, it was of the boy I really like right now. Is it dumb to say I dreamt he was with one of my best friends? 
I think I'm really starting to fall for him && It's scaring the hell out of me. 
I've never fallen so hard. 


One problem. 
I can't talk to him without being nervous. I feel like he's judging me with every word I say. I wish I could talk to him normally, but it's hard to. 


Scared. Because I don't know how he feels
Scared. Because I might lose a friend over this.
Scared. Because I can't put my feelings into words.
Scared. Because I'll never tell him


The more I brush it off, and tell myself it's nothing at all. Deeper I fall... And I imagine everyday, A thousand differant ways, how you respond to what I say. Am I getting lost in my dreams? Are you unreachable to me? Cause these butterflies, just won't go away.... (8)
- Jessica Jarrell , Key To My Heart

Nameless. Anonymous. Not mine.

Why didn't he leave a name?! Why can't he be mine? 

I think this is a tiny bit unrealistic to expect of a guy though. 

I don't think any guy can be perfect.

Rant ; Kind of, but not really

Hm.

Apparently my standards are too high. 

What is she talking about? she's the one who wants a boyfriend whose tall and has to have a 6 pack. -__-

Why is she calling me high standard? 

I don't care about a boys looks (okay. well. I kind of do, but it's a bonus) 

I don't care if a boy doesn't have a 6 pack.

Erm. 

I think it'd be better listed like this . 

The boy I would date would ..; 

- He'd be tall (taller than me, at least)

- He'd know how to play an instrument // or he'd know how to sing

- He'd be social smart about everything // He'd understand the importance of grammar/spelling/otherstuff

- He would not approve of drugs or any illegal substance 

- He'd love music as much as I do 

- He'd understand my love for Harry Potter

- He'd accept my flaws (and i'd accept his) 

- Okay. This is going to sound shallow but he can't be skinny. I'd want a boy I can hug and not worry about breaking him. Yay squishy guys. :3
- He'd be family oriented
- He'd understand my sense of humour

Erm. That's all I can really think of right now, But I think I sound a tiny bit shallow. But then again, who isn't the tiniest bit shallow?

I almost got hit by a drunk driver tonight.
Me, My dad and my sister were sitting in our car, waiting at the intersection when all of a sudden a car started speeding and right before it hit us, it screeched to a halt. It was so close to hitting us.My heart was beating a million times faster than it should have.

I'm so scared. What if this sort of thing happens to her when she's drunk? I want her to be alive, but at the same time I want her to get injured and learn about the consequences of drinking. I want her to suffer like I did. I do, but I don't. What's the use if she's going to just do it all over again?

- Rant -

I started her "I'm sorry" note. 


I can't send it. I can't find it in my strength to do it. She's one of my best friends, and I kept promising her I'd be there for her. I'm scared I'll break that promise. I'm scared. 


Am I the one who really hates what she's become? Or am I disappointed in myself for not being there with her, when she had her first drink. 
I should've been there to tell her no. 
I should've been there for her.
I should've been her shoulder to cry on. 


What was I out doing? I was out enjoying my other friends when I left my best friend in the dust. 


She's changed. She parties, she's got a job, she gets kissed, she gets drunk. 
Or maybe I've changed. Maybe I'm jealous i'm not as social as her.
Maybe I'm jealous i'm not as brave as her 


She's brave. She's not scared of the concequences alcohol brings.
She's not scared of touching a boy with her most intimate part of her face
She's not scared to let go and mess up. 






Why did I let her go? 
Why am I so messed up? 

She's gone.

Note; Erm. This is kind of a poem. I guess. It dosen't rhyme. but it wouldn't fit into a context of a story. I'm sorry. I need to express my emotions about losing my best friend.


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I can't approach her 
I don't want to. 
I don't want to be her friend. 
But I promised I'd be there for her. 
I can't do it. 
I don't want to. 
But I promised her.


I wasn't there for her at her time of need.
The only thing in front of her was the devil in a bottle.
She drank. Drank so much to numb the pain.
I wasn't there and she turned to drinking. 
What could I have done?
She won't listen to me
She won't look at me
She won't do anything with me anymore.


She keeps avoiding the subject 
Memories are lost as she downs the drink
What can I do with that? 
She's not facing her greatest fear. 
She's running from it and she's is soothing the emotional pain
With literal pain. 
It burns as it slips down her throat and messes up her already damned mind.
She's made up her mind. This is how she wants to live.
The pain subsides (for a while) as she parties, wildly.
It won't last. 
She knows this.
What am I suppose to do?


She's my best friend 
She's gone to alcohol.
There's no turning back

This is not a rant (Miguel)

;D

OH MY . HAHAHAH. I love this picture too much

Erm.. Random .

Uhh yeah. You're my felix felicis, my brand new nimbus. You're someone I can trust, always there like the knight bus. No veela gon' tear us apart, you're like my favourite chocolate frog card. You reparo my heart and lumos my life, you leviosa my dreams and make it alright. Got what u need, yeah I'm rich, btw damn yous a sexy witch. No common whore, a brave gryffindor. No hufflepuff, I couldn't love you enough.


This is going to go on one of my valentines.

Thumbs down on

Underage drinking. 


It's so stupid and takes so many people's lives when driving under the influence. Why would you do something like that. Sure, it's fun when you're GETTING wasted, but it tastes so bad (don't ask how I know) and the consequences afterwards are not worth the drinking. You don't remember anything, and you throw up, and you wake up with a killer headache. Is it worth it? 


Let me put this into a different context 
It's a stupid idea, Which makes you stupid, and puts you into stupid situations, where you don't remember the stupid things you did the night before


&& It kills braincells, but I guess that shouldn't matter, cause most teens kill most of their braincells by listening to Kesha and Nicki Minaj. 


Is it really worth it?

There's always a first for everything...

For the first time EVER.

I'm afraid of talking to the person I like. Usually, my will keeps me keeping up the conversation, but I keep stopping and I get nervous. This is a first, and it's scaring the hell out of me. I kill the conversation because I'm scared of what he'll say. Is it strange that even when talking to him through a screen makes me nervous?
Erm, I guess I really don't know what to say...I get all flustered and... I guess I'm super nervous, even talking to him through facebook...

'Falling for you

Hm, I think this song describes everyone when they really like someone, but they're too scared to tell the other person.

- Rant -

I really hate when people base things on looks. Yes, I agree that looks are important, but if you're going to like/love someone, than choose them because you like them for them. Not their looks, or their smarts or their money. Love them for who they are is all I have to say. 

First Day Of School

The second I walked into Sturgeon, it felt like I never left in the first place. Everything stayed absolutely the same, Exactly how I wanted it to be. I love Sturgeon, It's my ... third home. 

Basically, here was the whole run through of my whole day (for those who are actually interested in my life *room crickets* okay...) 

American History - Pretty fun so far. My teacher is so chill it's amazing. My class is pretty great too, but I have a feeling it's not going to be as fun with all the students that are involved. We have a lot of those *Popular* kids, and I know we won't go a day without getting yelled at. I love the corner I sit in though (yes, Corner, cause I'm cool like that) I sit with Taylor Kaye, Tristyn Cryderman and Simone. I'm pretty good with people, So I don't know. We studied the U.S Map, and listed U.S Facts. It's pretty fun. I took this class because I reckon I'll someday move to the states, So I might as well learn their history..

English - I hate this class. I hate the teacher. I hate the students. I hate the room. The subject however, I do not hate. Honestly? I love English. It's everything else I hate. Do you know what it's like to be trapped between a wall and a Boy with greasy hair and B.O? The room was over 20+ because there are 36 people in my class. I sit beside a concrete wall. and a boy with super bad B.O (Yes, I know it sounds mean, but it's the truth, my stomach started turning when I got to class) 

Science - Best class so far. I sit with Ryan (one of my best friends). He's really cool, but you have to get to know him. "Weed Pinata!" LOL. Gotta love him and his mexicaness. We're starting our unit on everything, but we have a revision test on monday. :'(

Lunch - Really wasn't that great. Ran into my ex, I can't believe I dated him. Ugh. I shall rant about him later...

Gym - Pictures in the gym, Had Gym in the Cafeteria. Really wasn't that great....

French - Answered a question wrong, mispronounced something. At least I know she dosen't hate me anymore.... 

Anyways, I really need to get back to Hogwarts... When will the barrier ever re-open?! D:

Hm, Post Potter depression.

I've read all the books more than 10 times, I've seen all the movies at least 3 times. I went to an exclusive showing of the last movie. Harry Potter is forever, It has no ending, It will be passed down for generations. I'm waiting for the day my kid learns how to read, I'm going to pass down my Harry Potter books down to them, and they'll discover the magic too. Never let the magic stop flowing. 

Why oh why, Did I decide to swim? 
Man, Spent 4 hours in the water today and my legs and arms hurt. It feels good though, Is it strange to say I like pain? Probably makes me sound like an emo, huh? :| 

Hm, I'm tired. We just got to the states earlier, and we shopped. 
Went swimming and did laps and dives for 30 minutes straight. My arms are killing me, and I can barely keep my eyes open. If you didn't notice already, I want to lose weight. 
Okay. I'm like, dying now. I'm gonna sleep. 
Goodnight followers (= Miguel) :D

Sorting Hat

To be honest, I really don't know where I would belong. 
I'm not brave enough to be a Gryffindor
I'm not cunning enough to be a Slytherin
I'm not smart enough to be a Ravenclaw
I'm not kind enough to be a Hufflepuff


Don't really know why the ravenclaw part is highlighted though, I do't know how to change it back...


I don't know where I belong. 


- update - 
I just did a super thorough sorting hat quiz, && Apparantly. I'm a Slytherin. 
That's awesome, I'm not disturbed by it. I hate how they always portrayed all slytherins to be mean & manipulative. I'm nothing like that at all. Apparently, I'm ambitious and cunning. Sweet.

Hahah. 69. Laugh it up, It's awesome how I'm kind of Slytherin/Gryffindor  
Click on the picture. :D 

Awkward turtle

Hm, I hate when you meet new people and you can't hold an conversation up. It's super hard because you don't know what to talk about, so it ends up with an awkward silence, and you keep wondering about what you could've said that would've interested them. 


It's weird though when I *like* someone, It's so easy to talk to them about things. I'm strange, I know. People are usually like 
"I can't talk to my crush!" and I'm there like ; "I can't talk to normal people" 


I don't know, It's like .. my will keeps me keeping the conversation up... I wish I could do that with other people... I really really need to work on my people skills && not be such an awkward turtle** 
I don't know, I really should work on my skills though, I want to be a lawyer one day, but a musician is equally as good. 

** credits to Miguel for that term

Guitar.

Guitar. Man, I haven't played it in a while. I really need to get back though. I want to learn "Back to December" and "Gives you Hell" and so on.

I really really want to learn Tears in Heaven and More than words on it. Too bad my fingers are too short and chubby to bar it. -___-  I'll keep on trying though, I'm not going down without a fight. :)

Hm, I wish I had more to say... but I don't. Trains coming to a stop. I've charmed my bag to float behind me. It'll get through the passage easier.

September 1st

On my way home.
This year, I had no trouble getting onto the platform. I felt bad for the few muggles that were taking pictures there though.
Hogwarts is my home. It forever will be, even after i've graduated. Today was really crowded with all the first years. Whoop didee do, Magical school! Spend your next 7 years here. I love it here at Hogwarts, but I mean with all the 1st years here, it's quite unnerving. I guess this just comes when you get older.


Anyways, the 1st years are being extremely loud and me and my friend were planning to cast a spell over their compartment. Quite smart, actually. I was going to, until I saw the prefects and head boys and girls patrolling the corridors. I can't wait till we get to Hogwarts. I'm running out of Bertie Botts. Surprisingly, i've haven't come across any unusual flavour. Although, Teddy came along a bogey flavoured one... Lysander said he could feel the presence of the Nargles. I swear, he takes after his mother. I like Aunt Luna though, she's really cool.


I think I'm going to go explore the train a bit more and change into my robes. I'll type more later. Hogwarts has become a Wifi hotspot! Of course, We're not allowed social networking to not let the muggles catch on... But, of course Victoire and Dean Thomas's kid got past the barrier on it. I think I'll ask them to hack mine too... Along with that, I brought my guitar and uke. Gotta keep practicing. I'd miss it too much If i hadn't brought them.  Anyways, I think i'm gonna go see what happened Seamus's kid, and change into my robes... I'll update later on my laptop :)
Till later, :)

Bulding bridges - Fanfic

I’m scared of bridges. I’ve never crossed this one, and I never thought I would. I hate how rickety they are, I hate how with each step you can see the bottom. I hate how they sway when huge gust of wind carresses the sides. Most of all, I hate how I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from jumping off, soaring through the air for a moment then meeting my tragic fate at the bottom

I leaned on the side of the bridge I looked down and the bottom was concealed by thick clouds, They looked thick enough to support a person. . Weird  how you couldn’t see the bottom, Is that possible? The sky was a gloomy grey, No sun in sight. No people in sight either… They had all gone to Hogmeade, No voices or laughter rang through the air. I was alone.  I had walked down the bridge and stopped, dead center (perfect for what I was going to do).

How could he have done this to me? Did he not like me anymore? What happened to the “forever” we promised? We were meant to be… Why can’t he see? Why did Harry do this to me…? It hurt, it really did. My soul mate, ripped away from me by a stupid war. My future destroyed, smashed into pieces & no one is there to help me pick it back up. My heart broke, like a porcelain doll that met its sad fate on the concrete. There won’t be a “Ginny Potter” and there won’t be children. There won’t be smiles, and there won’t be playful laughter. If there is… they won’t have his last name…

Tears streamed down my face like the blood that pounded through my veins. It wouldn’t stop. I sobbed quietly to myself, as I covered my face with my palms. My usual scarlet hair was a dull red today, Robbed of personality and happiness. Exactly how I felt. I felt hollow, I know I shouldn’t care so much about  boy who hurt me, but I couldn’t help it. It hurt, It really did. I wanted to cry my heart out (it’s what I was intending to do) I wanted to scream (but my voice was heavy with tears) I wanted to hit him (but I couldn’t do that). I felt weak. Never before in my life, had I felt weak. I was brought up with 6 brothers! I’m supposed to be strong…

No one would stop me, It’d be perfect. No one would know how I tossed my body over the edge. No one would know how much I wanted to this. No one would know how good it felt to finally be free.. No one would find my body. Exactly how I want it to be.

I sighed through the tears, and took a numbing potion so it wouldn’t hurt when I hit the bottom. Maybe there is no bottom, maybe I’ll keep falling, expecting my death but dying slowly in the air. Maybe I’ll get kissed by a dementor before I reached the ground. What’s dying like? Is it excrutiatingly painful? Or is it like sleeping…? Is it just like blinking or your soul being teared away from your body? I’m going to find out soon…

I went and climbed up onto the rail, with much frustration due to the potion. I spread my arms wide open,  ready to accept death and my knees started buckling. All of a sudden I heard a loud crash, and the sound of thundering feet. I turned to see Neville Longbottom running straight at me, leaving his crushed plants behind. I tried to hurry, I tried jumping, but the damn potion wouldn’t work. I felt myself slowly tip forward, but whatever I did seemed like it was done in slow motion. He was running at full speed now, tears pouring down his face.

“GINNY! GINNY, PLEASE! DON’T DO IT!” He yelled in a hurry.

I tried to jump, I want to embrace death with open arms. I tried to soar, I tried to release my soul as the tears poured down my face. One more inch… so much closer… I looked down, to watch my feet clumsily step over. Almost airborne, I felt a warm hand pull me back. I looked behind and I saw Neville with a look of determination printed on his face.

“Gin, Don’t do this… Please… come down”  he said, tears streaming down his face.

My body gave in, (damn that potion) I fell into him and we both landed on the ground. 

Did I mention?

I'm against drinking. I'm against getting drunk. I'm against drugs. I'm against getting high. I'm against drinking and driving. I'm against underage drinking. 


Why do we do that now? We have the rest of our lives to do that. Why waste the teenage years drunk? they're the 18 years you can never bring back. Why is everyone so determined to grow up fast?...