Key To My Heart

I woke up and my heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty this morning. This isn't a natural occurrence for me. It's never happened before. I had a dream, (No, not like Martin Luther King) But, it was of the boy I really like right now. Is it dumb to say I dreamt he was with one of my best friends? 
I think I'm really starting to fall for him && It's scaring the hell out of me. 
I've never fallen so hard. 


One problem. 
I can't talk to him without being nervous. I feel like he's judging me with every word I say. I wish I could talk to him normally, but it's hard to. 


Scared. Because I don't know how he feels
Scared. Because I might lose a friend over this.
Scared. Because I can't put my feelings into words.
Scared. Because I'll never tell him


The more I brush it off, and tell myself it's nothing at all. Deeper I fall... And I imagine everyday, A thousand differant ways, how you respond to what I say. Am I getting lost in my dreams? Are you unreachable to me? Cause these butterflies, just won't go away.... (8)
- Jessica Jarrell , Key To My Heart