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Showing posts with label About a boy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label About a boy. Show all posts

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Boy Next Door chapter 1./

Eh, I just wanted to post this on a blog or something. 

Ugh, It's a story I started in grade 6. Yes, It's super cheesy and teenage love-ish. 

Also, if you see the name "Ryan" anywhere, it's because I changed the name so it would be less awkward writing it without thinking of Ryan. xD. I'm still thinking of changing his name to Caleb or Isaac, but right now it's stuck at Gabriel. & I know it's super rushed but hey, I was in grade 6. Lay off. 

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I look at him. Like, REALLY look at him. Somehow, this isn't the same boy I've known for so many years. Somethings changed, and I really don't know what.., Somethings just.. different.I mean, He's still the same Gabriel Miyamoto as he was 10 years ago when I first moved down the street next door to him, But somehow, Somethings changed.. and I really can't tell what. He still has the same black hair, hazel eyes, and a dimples in his cheek, He honestly could be a male model, and I used to tell him that, but everytime I did, he would call me a retard and laugh. The only difference between then and now, is that he's taller, and he has broader shoulders. I guess that's what puberty brings when you turn 14 and you're a boy.
We've done this a hundred times, maybe even a million, We've sat on the top of the willow tree in his backyard, watching the sunset together. He turns to me, and his eyes lock with mine 

"Annika, Why are you looking at me so weirdly? Have you finally noticed my extreme hottness?" He says cracking a grin I've seen so many times before. 

"You wish.." I say, stifling a giggle. Gabriel so cocky, But I guess I should know that, being his best friend and all. He lives next door to me, and I remember the first time I met him, I made him cry. But it was by accident I swear, He and his mom came over to greet us, and she introduced me to him, and I asked him if he wanted to play tag, and he tripped over a rock and scraped his knee. I guess it wouldn't be such a huge deal now but we were both 5 then. Now we're 14, and we're starting highschool together.

"Gabe... "I say out loud, breaking the silence. "I can't believe I've known you for a decade" I say. 

"Yeah... Same. I can't believe we're starting highschool. It's such a huge place" he said. 
"Highschool.. Freshmen again. You thinking about signing up for JV basketball?" I ask, already knowing the answer is a yes, it's been his favourite sport since forever, and his favourite team is the Chicago Bulls. 
"Hell to the yeah! How else do you think I'm going to get my basketball scholarship? Besides, the cheerleaders are supposed to be really hott" He said with a wink. 

"Ugh, Gabriel, you're such a guy" I say. We sit in silence, the sky is turning a soft pink and dark blue with stars twinkling in the sky. 

"Annika..?" he says softly. My stomach flutters. Is it possible? No. It can't be. He's my BROTHER, My buddy, my best friend. 

"Annika!" he says a little louder. 

"Hmm? Yeah?" I answer, my stomach is fluttering.

 "You're falling.." he says, as he places his hand over mine. My pulse skyrockets, and I realize I almost was falling off the tree branch. I want this moment to last forever. Sitting together. His hand on mine. 

"Thanks .." I say, He's not moving his hand. And in one swift movement, He's holding it. I look down, our fingers interlocking, It just feels so comfortable, like my fingers were meant to be inbetween his.. I look up and he's blushing madly, staring straight ahead.

Or, at least that's what I wish as to what could've happened, But no. I'm sitting atop a trampoline, 10ft from where I was sitting before. I look up, and Gabe is laughing. He pushes himself off the tree branch, and now he's lying next to me, still laughing. That stupid jerk. "It's really not that funny.." I say 

"Yeah it is! You should've seen your face when I pushed you off. So frickin' hilarious." He says. 

"You're such a jerk.. " I say to him.

"I know right?" he says back with a smile. He sits up, and I sit beside him. Sitting in silence together. 

Soon the pink in the sky is gone, and the sky is dusted with a million stars. We've done this a million times, but now it feels so different. Something's changed, and I'm positive it's not me. My heart is beating so fast, but it's not from the fall.

 "Ga -" I say, turning to him, but it's cut off, he was already looking at me. Right now, I could see every eyelash on his eye lid , and the moonlight reflecting off his eyes . We really were that close. He starts to move his face closer, slowly rotating it, and his eyes are closing. No. This can't happen. My first kiss. With Gabriel? 

NOT.POSSIBLE. My body is disobeying my brain. Why is it not answering? I don't get it. I start to close my eyes, I can feel his breathe on my lips. 

All of a sudden, we hear "Gabriel, Oh. Oops, Did I interrupt something?", Our eyes open fast and we turn, and we see his mom, She's smiling, and asks if I would like to stay for dinner. I quickly answer no, and jump off the trampoline, not looking at Gabe. 

How could I have let this happen? He's my best friend. Not my boyfriend. He makes fun of me. He calls me names. He laughs when I get hurt. How could this have happened? When did he start to like me? I just don't get it..

- END OF CHAPTER 1- 
Eh. Cheesy. & Cliche. and just. eh. Whatevs, I was in grade 6. I'm not so sure as to what should happen in the next chapter. 

Saturday, December 17, 2011

My first kiss went a little like this ...

Well, You see. We both really really really liked each other but we were really quiet about it. I mean, We’d flirt in a “i hate you” way & sneak a glance at each other every other second just to smile. Well, One day We both went up to his locker and we both just continually flirted with a smile and a wink that we’d sneak into the conversation. Suddenly. He came closer to me, smiled and brushed my bangs off my face and I could feel myself blush. He leaned over and took my face into his hands and I could feel my eyes start to close as he moved closer and I could feel his breath on my lips …. and then reality came and punched me in the face. Then I went to school. 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Okay.


*Doesn't 
& it's probably true. 

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011

Key To My Heart


If I let you know about the way I feel, Don't know what you're gonna do. 
So I keep it locked inside & imagine you were mine and feeling you so close but you're so far (8)

All about you challenge. Day 9; Crushes


Why. Why why why why why. 
I don't want to talk about the boy I like. 
I could probably talk about my ex's but that'll probably bore everyone. xD 

01. Best friend
02. Sexuality
03. Favorite color
04. Relationship status
05. Ideal mate
06. Favorite animals
07. Last kiss
08. Favorite food
09. Crushes
10. Favorite music
11. Biggest fear
12. Biggest dream
13. Bad habits
14. Biggest regret
15. Best kept secrets

Wish You Would Stay


.... :D 

And it's the feeling I get inside that keeps me up at night 
'cause everytime I see you baby, it drives me crazy (8) 

Thursday, November 10, 2011

All about you challenge. Day 5; Your ideal.. mate?


Um. I've done this before, list what I want in a boyfriend. Anyways, Just to refresh your minds & make you all feel disappointed for me because this boy doesn't exist, here is my list.

- He'll love my God more than he'll love me. 
- Musically inclined please. :3 
- Can make me smile or laugh
- Won't approve of illegal substances
- He 'll think smoking is gross // Or at least doesn't approve of it. 
-He'd be taller than me
- He'll understand my love for music
- Family oriented
- SQUISHY! I sound so shallow with this, but skinny guys scare me
- Smart in academics and life
- He'd accept my flaws and I'd accept his
-He'll get along with my friends and my family

.... Okay. Let me go weep in my corner now, because this boy does not exist. 



01. Best friend
02. Sexuality
03. Favorite color
04. Relationship status
05. Ideal mate
06. Favorite animals
07. Last kiss
08. Favorite food
09. Crushes
10. Favorite music
11. Biggest fear
12. Biggest dream
13. Bad habits
14. Biggest regret
15. Best kept secrets

Friday, November 4, 2011

:'D


AWW. 
SO CUTE. 
Someone remind me why I'm watching all this cute relationship crap and stuff, even though I'm probably hurting myself. 
This is actually so adorable though. :'D 
My future boyfriend better watch out.

Thrill.


Why. Why .Why . Why. 
Why is it that we always want what we can't have?
Is it the thrill of knowing you want something you know you can't have? 
I have no idea what the appeal is, & yet, I'm drawn to him. 

Friday, October 28, 2011

Cheesiest song ever.

Mahal kita kasi. 

"Mahal kita
Bagay tayong dalawa
Papicture nga
Para mapadevelop kita
Hindi tayo tao, hindi rin tayo hayop
Bagay tayo, bagay talaga" \


Why does this even exist. Oh my gosh. I feel so cheesed.
I want someone to sing this. 
 xD 

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Key To My Heart

I woke up and my heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty this morning. This isn't a natural occurrence for me. It's never happened before. I had a dream, (No, not like Martin Luther King) But, it was of the boy I really like right now. Is it dumb to say I dreamt he was with one of my best friends? 
I think I'm really starting to fall for him && It's scaring the hell out of me. 
I've never fallen so hard. 


One problem. 
I can't talk to him without being nervous. I feel like he's judging me with every word I say. I wish I could talk to him normally, but it's hard to. 


Scared. Because I don't know how he feels
Scared. Because I might lose a friend over this.
Scared. Because I can't put my feelings into words.
Scared. Because I'll never tell him


The more I brush it off, and tell myself it's nothing at all. Deeper I fall... And I imagine everyday, A thousand differant ways, how you respond to what I say. Am I getting lost in my dreams? Are you unreachable to me? Cause these butterflies, just won't go away.... (8)
- Jessica Jarrell , Key To My Heart

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Rant ; Kind of, but not really

Hm.
Apparently my standards are too high. 
What is she talking about? she's the one who wants a boyfriend whose tall and has to have a 6 pack. -__-
Why is she calling me high standard? 
I don't care about a boys looks (okay. well. I kind of do, but it's a bonus) 
I don't care if a boy doesn't have a 6 pack.
Erm. 
I think it'd be better listed like this . 
The boy I would date would ..; 

- He'd be tall (taller than me, at least)
- He'd know how to play an instrument // or he'd know how to sing
- He'd be social smart about everything // He'd understand the importance of grammar/spelling/otherstuff
- He would not approve of drugs or any illegal substance 
- He'd love music as much as I do 
- He'd understand my love for Harry Potter
- He'd accept my flaws (and i'd accept his) 
- Okay. This is going to sound shallow but he can't be skinny. I'd want a boy I can hug and not worry about breaking him. Yay squishy guys. :3
- He'd be family oriented
- He'd understand my sense of humour

Erm. That's all I can really think of right now, But I think I sound a tiny bit shallow. But then again, who isn't the tiniest bit shallow?