Awkward turtle

Hm, I hate when you meet new people and you can't hold an conversation up. It's super hard because you don't know what to talk about, so it ends up with an awkward silence, and you keep wondering about what you could've said that would've interested them. 


It's weird though when I *like* someone, It's so easy to talk to them about things. I'm strange, I know. People are usually like 
"I can't talk to my crush!" and I'm there like ; "I can't talk to normal people" 


I don't know, It's like .. my will keeps me keeping the conversation up... I wish I could do that with other people... I really really need to work on my people skills && not be such an awkward turtle** 
I don't know, I really should work on my skills though, I want to be a lawyer one day, but a musician is equally as good. 

** credits to Miguel for that term